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Sunday, March 4, 2012 || 4:25 PM
Mood: Pissed, AGAIN
seriously, im always turned off when i hear mum try to chase her own sister out of the house and side with her nephew instead. it pisses me off badly. i mean, i may not like my aunt that much but i didn't like my cousin either. urgh. so annoyed. its best if all of them are not there! and the house belongs to only us. that place is where i called home for near to 13 years and you're telling me there's no need to go back again?! WTF?! HELLO! that place is my HOME uh! its been it almost my whole life now. upset. say that im rude, ungrateful. who the hell wanna speak to a person who anger u? most ppl let the angered person cool down. but u attacked me. I talk also rude. don't talk also rude. fish man :/ just now, u also ignore me what?! fair and square uh? i learn from u sia. only know how to attack. make me pissed off only.
Haish. i really want school to quickly start. so i don't have too much time for these kind of stupid, senseless arguments. i missed my friends and my home. now my room kena takeover, my heart pain sia. :( its better if they can quickly find a place and move out. i seriously find my home becoming a charity home. previously was my aunt who haven't left until now. then my mum's good friend which have left. then now this couple! urgh..all my siblings and i grown up liaos. so awkward sia with ppl we barely know. -.-"
SCHOOL! for god damn sake! HURRY START!! :( missing my sister now. at least she got chance to sleep at home, even if its for one day. even if not in the room itself. seriously, my own home, and i have to sleep at the sofa? fuck it sia. -.-"
LOL. if my mum know i use f word, she'll probably scold me. but hell man. i don't say it out loud to anyone. merely type out whut. she used it openly in front of us. if i had to start saying f word in front of my mum, i dare say, she teach me what?! -.-" but of course, im taught better. will never use it in front of her. crazy uh. can die sia if say that word. -.-" my friends make me realised that using that word won't prove any point, or make u look cool. only shows that you're vulgar and have no idea how to get ur point across.. haish. so i merely used it to express my SUPER BIG ANNOYANCE~ :D HA!
okay. gtg. don't want dwell on it. later make my mood bu shuang until the whole day. no way am i gonna ruin my day. :p signin off! :) feels good to blog again~ :)
Listening to music: Titanium by david guetta
Sunday, November 27, 2011 || 5:29 PM
Mood: Bored
Whats up everyone?! haha~ okay..im so bored now! after O levels is over(thank god~) and after prom(awesome!) and after RED CAMP 8(Spartans ahwoo!), there really is nothing for me to do~ :( so im rotting at home..haish..miss my friends.. all of them are working. im not starting anytime soon~ :(
today, spent a whole day listening to songs~ gosh. who knows that life will be so boring after O levels~ :( i sooo need something to do! :o but what?!
okay..going to mum's house to pass her camera. so gtg~ haish.. just to get out of this house, im personally sending the camera to her house? :o okay.. see ya!
Listening to music: Lonely by 2NE1. :D
Tuesday, October 11, 2011 || 10:28 PM
Mood: Slightly Pissed
hey there. long time since i've blogged. just need to let off some steam.
Im seriously feeling fcked up over what others are thinking. im not even doing anything to them yet they must bitch about me. argh. and why should i advice ppl when they asked? i shouldn't have adviced anything cos they won't listen anyway. -.-" I am just me. my influencing skills are not great so why worry that im a bad influence? anyone with self discipline can restrain from lazying ard with me whut?!
pissed off and i have no idea why. they are my fcking friends sia?! as in i treat them as my close friends but i don't know now.. im unsure of our friendship. fck.
i have no idea already. just feeling sad about it. not even pissed at all. just upset. they can tell me where i am wrong whut. haish, feel like crying. :( i thought i finally found real friends. looks like im wrong again.
and im very disappointed with chris. i don't think i would like such a friend. sick.
Listening to music: I Don't Know by Mblaq
Friday, July 8, 2011 || 2:24 PM
Mood: HOT
okay..it ain't exactly the mood. just the weather~ :D going crazy because its FRIDAY~ :D go home early and gonna slack for awhile.. :D its been a long time since i played blackshot. hmm.. should i play today? keke~ XD i think im really going abit high! :D okay..i better go off now. wahh~ off to play blackshot~ XD
Listening to music: You've fallen for me by yonghwa~ :P
Wednesday, July 6, 2011 || 4:14 PM
Mood: :/
Abit unwell. its been a long time since i blogged. today have been a little weird. i was super high in the morning and at the end of school, which was poa, i just...shut off. no idea why.. didn't feel like speaking to anyone. Life was okay. just the O levels coming thing is freaking scary. maybe im freaking out? and me seeing my friends make decisions that seemed wrong to me is hard.. i care about my friends alot yet these kind of things.. they can't be persuaded. let's just say they may probably understand my intentions after its too late.. :( haish. i seriously got to study. fck poa and humanities.
I realised i've changed alot since secondary one. i have become more confident? :D hehe~ but i think there are lots of things to improve on. :D
Listening to music: Sungha Jung's channel :)
Sunday, April 3, 2011 || 1:37 PM
Mood: Sweaty~
Recently, getting so stressed over O levels and bloody Chinese dance~ cos its frustrating to be doing something i hate.. :( going for tuition soon~ didn't finish my hmwk~ but since when did i finsh one before? -.-" i feel so excited for graduation. so that i can work and earn money~ then i can finally pay for dance lessons~ i'll learn with xinyi and have lots of fun with nerissa too~ :D and i'll battle with max once im finally qualified to do so~ :P
okay, my entries have been short~ and doesn't make sense. but then, my life doesn't exactly makes sense yet~ :D so i'll go for tuition now~ :D buhbye~
Listening to music: banmal song by yongseo couple~
Saturday, January 29, 2011 || 11:14 PM
Mood: tired.
Gosh! the weather is crazy recently! :P everyone has been sick! :( poor us~ haha! anyway, we're breathing the same air as super junior!! :P im in bugis and they are at marina~ :( so near yet so far! so sad~ nvm!
change topic! went out with sharon, chris and yeobo today~ :D keke~ watched the GREEN HORNET! kya! :P jay chou is hilarious!! he abit fatter lurh but still okay~ his English totally cracked me up! :P the Green hornet is STUPID IMMATURE IDIOT~ as in in the show lurh~
but he was really irritating! :P love the CAR!! BLACK BEAUTY!! :D SO FREAKING COOL! :DD damn it~
and IM 16!!! been 16 for almost a week lurh~ :D love this year's birthday~ :D thanks to everyone who wished and contribute to our birthday~ (meaning mine and yeobo~) keke~ thanks to all who gave us presents too! love yeobo's present! so cute! of course im abit biased towards my yeobo~ :d ahh!! i still want that holga 135 tlr!! :P :( after O LEVELS!! I'll ean money and buy that freaking camera!! :P
CHRIS!! You idiot! BAKA! :P hou lian pi! rawr! how could u treat us?! :) haha.. the movie ticket, all FOUR of us, were pid by stupid chris! he don't let us pay back! :( love his generosity but at least accept HALF of our money mah! :D after yeobo left, don't know why we went CRAZY~ actually is our usual character but we don't show it THAT much~ :D
okayokay~ gtg~ SLEEP! :D night! I WANT GO MARINA! :P
Listening to music: Super Junior - Boom Boom
Hey hey.
My name is Nabila but I don't look Malay-ish that much so you probably
don't even know me when i'm with my friends cause i look chinese. anyway, people say i look short and ugly
but i don't give a damn. Heck care about appearance. I like myself and that's all that matters.
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